I find myself continually saying ‘fucking jews’ or ‘fucking yiddish shit’ or just the word ‘judaism’ out loud as expressions of anger because I’ve been in the Arab world for a long time and none of them can understand me and if they do then they like it anyway, but I came back home and said it on a train in England today out of habit and a bald guy in a blazer started shifting around in his seat like he needed a shit and trying to distract his chilfd and then a really fat woman looked up from the latest book about tweens getting dominated and coughed loudly