i was unemployed, had an aparatment and a car, the state paid me 500 a week for nothin, i spent every day jacking off onto the bottom shelf of my computer desk, in a bathrobe and dirty NIN tee shirt, after which i would frag in q3, kill bugs in AC or run strats in CS. the day steam was released i hated it. i drank a 12 pack of natty light every day and smoked bowl after bowl. i can still feel the cigarette burns in the carpet on my bare feet, if i close my eyes and dream